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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 I'm glad that she's booked in.

Sitting on the grass sounds perfect right now. I'd love to, hoping i can stay awake. I'm just sitting here covering books.

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Actually I think I’m going to go and lay down for a little while. My body is sore and the shock has made me really tired. I don’t actually feel well. @MissGremlin 

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@Captain24 that's completely understandable given what you just went through. I hope you can get some rest sweet ❤️.

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I got a bit of rest @MissGremlin and I’m up now. I’ve just sat down to my diamond art until it’s time to take Pix to the vet.

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@Captain24 I'm glad you got a bit of rest sweet. Hoping the vet appointment goes ok.

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I’m sitting at the vet and the vet is running about 20 minutes late. The dog she is seeing at the moment she needs to ring a specialist for so that doesn’t sound good. I’d rather wait and have that dog sorted out! @MissGremlin

What are you upto? Doing your afternoon stuff? Did you get the books covered?

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@Captain24 that doesn't sound good, hopefully they can sort the dog out. How is Pix doing?

I'm out doing my afternoon stuff and I finished all the books so I'll drop them off while I'm out.

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The dog was having dental surgery and keeps waking up from the anaesthetic having seizures. The vet put it back under came and seen me and then was going back to it! @MissGremlin I hope it will be ok. That man was really nice and we were chatting to him

Pix has no bite marks and her legs aren’t injured. She is just really sore after the whole episode. She need anti inflammatory tonight if she eats dinner. She will but the vet is just concerned she may not with the adrenaline and shock. Pix hasn’t done much since we got home from the walk.

I read your post. How are you going?

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@Captain24 oh that's a bit of a worry, hopefully it will be ok.

I'm so glad that she had no bite marks, fingers crossed she eats dinner tonight. It definitely would have shaken them both up and you.

I just got back home, mum needed to get some things from the shops so I helped her out as she still doesn't have a car. I'm flat out doing things now but I'm not in a good headspace at the moment (I'm safe).

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It’ll be a surprise if she doesn’t eat. She is walking around really gingerly. She isn’t as agile as Jett. Plus she is older. Mum is taking Pixies pram tomorrow when they go walking just incase she gets sore and needs to rest. @MissGremlin I’m thinking that I may have a bath but with work tomorrow it makes it hard to get up. I’ve decided that I deserve takeaway tonight. I haven’t had it in a really long time.

That was good of you to take your mum.

I’m sure you’re really busy.

Is there anything I can do?

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