Newbie here!

Hey I have just joined as lately I have feel very disconnected from everyone close to me. I’m 48 suffer from anxiety and depression but have been pretty stable the last few years. I am a daughter of a Vietnam vet and I have lived through trauma and grief most of my life.

the last 6 months both mum and dad have declined significantly, but this last month I don’t know if I am burnt out or what but I have found myself in this weird world of feeling nothing,

am not sad or angry, just meh! I can’t explain it. It’s not like when my mental illness is having a visit or moment it’s different.

so I don’t know what I am after maybe connection that I am not getting from my closest people or to hear others having similar experiences. But am hoping to gain some light and hope by joining and finding out stuff I guess.