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Ollie2026 Contributor
Hi, [edited by moderator] I struggle with bpd so things get really difficult for me and times, I always feel like I am a burden to people and just a waste of space and time don't ever feel like I am worthy of things and I have had bad thoughts before I'm not looking for people to sort my issues out just need someone to hear me out,.
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tyme Moderator
Hey @Ollie2026 ,
Welcome to the forums. Great to have you with us. There's a whole community here waiting to hear you out.
I have lived experience of BPD so I know first hand what it is like - and yes, I have to say that some days aren't the easiest.
Please know you are not alone.
I also wanted to add a small note that the forums here are an anonymous platform so I've had to remove your name from your post above. You can read the guidelines here: https://saneforums.org/t5/help/faqpage/title/community-guidelines
Looking forward to hearing from you.
Are there anything you love doing or look forward for?
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Ollie2026 Contributor
Sorry bout that.
I write songs and lyrics and stuff and use ai studio so it’s a little cheating but it’s a way to get my lyrics out
I’m sorry you struggle too!. It’s not easy
but what do you enjoy
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nomoresilance99 Contributor
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Mr_Be Senior Contributor
BPD sucks. For me I think the worst part is the extremes of emotion. That constant high to low sucks. Can promise you're not a waste of space though, no matter what you feel moment by moment.
Feel free to talk about anything you need to.
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EternalFlower Senior Contributor
@Mr_Be @nomoresilance99 @Ollie2026 i dont even know if i think bpd is a thing sometimes. So easy to be diagnosed with if ur a woman. I dont have bpd but i have some overlap with cptsd.
The issue can be trust. My goodness is it hard for me..does anyone relate?
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tyme Moderator
@Ollie2026 , nah, that's not cheating. @Ollie2026
Do whatever works for you. It's good to hear that you find writing lyrics helps.
That's awesome stuff!
I like chilling on the beach or spending time in the pool. I like going for walks with the dog, as long as I don't have to rush home for anything.
Did you get up to much today?
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tyme Moderator
Hey @Mr_Be ,
Yeah, I hear you when it comes to the highs and lows. I lived that for many years of my life. I wonder if people end up just finding what works for them and they learn to manage?
Do you find anything that is helpful for you?
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Ollie2026 Contributor
Oh that’s nice to do!, I worked today but been not so well with my new meds though
hope your day went well
@tyme
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Ollie2026 Contributor
I mean it’s a thing cause they diagnosed me with it, so I still learning bout it and I have trauma from past crap
im sorry if your struggling tho
@EternalFlower
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